You are usually able to resist temptation, but today it might be wiser if you give in a little bit. There is risk involved, but there is also great opportunity. Dip your toes into the water and get a feel for what you’ve been depriving yourself of for so long. As long as you don’t dive in headfirst, you will be able to retain the control you need over your life. Once you know what it is that you fear, then it will be much easier for you to avoid it in the future.