Motivation is lacking in your life right now. What you really need is someone or something to light a fire under you! So, seek some stimulation. Find a mentor, someone who has reached the goal that you want to reach. Find out if they can help you get there, too. Their ego will definitely be stroked by your attention, and the chances are good that they will be receptive to taking you under their wing. Everyone needs some guidance to get to where they want to be.